Disapointment

Douglas Adams said "I love deadlines. I like the wooshing sound they make as they fly by." I'm feeling my first and only deadline approaching to fast. I'm done for the most part (Only missing a few scenes) but it's not plot that's making me not want to turn in my thing It's after I've read through this thing almost over a hundrad times and I'm realizing this is just bad. I've got a good plot but it's the entire writing that is just weak and un vivid. We've been studying Edgar allen poe and Charles dickens in English and after reading their stuff I feel like I"ll never be able to write that well. I doubt I'll enter the thing. I should start smaller.